When Life is sad it is BLACK
When Life is happy it is WHITE
Black is the meaning of nothingness
White is the colors of the rainbow put together
Therefore Life is BLACK&WHITE
My Rants -
3 more days to POP.
i am ever reluctant to leave this place now.
so many things to leave behind with.
all the friendship that has been forged.
all our ups and downs.
all our clashes and fun with our commanders.
all the junks we munch on after every activity.
its all gonna end this coming tuesday
we are all going seperate ways
some to OCS, some to SISPEC and some to their respective unit.
so many things happened this week.
passing my ippt for the first time,
finishing our 24km route march as one
getting into trouble with two fucked up section mates over the kicking of field pack.
now i hope they both lodge a complain against me.
i'll spill the beans over what they have done wrong.
stealing from section mates,
running away from punishments metted out to those that slept during adminstration time.
this is the final straw.
seeing the true color of the person we tried to protect all this while.
no doubt upset,
but all this has been override by anger over my own foolishness.
to have thought that he deserve all the shielding from us.
i say fuck you eric.
you're the most cunning person ever.
spoke to both sgt faizal and sir over the platoon best issue.
just felt unright being awarded platoon best.
there are so many other candidates that deserves this more than i do.
daniel, boon, CZ, clay, meng.
i feel inferior.
all because of my level of physical fitness.
anyway, i am here today not only because of myself.
i have loads of people to thank.
especially Lt. Seah, Lt.siow, Sgt.Faizal and my bitch.
they have been my source of inspiration
they are the epitome of great commanders in their own ways.
to quote Lt.Seah;
its all within yourself. i hope more gabrielites make it to Officer Cadet School.
this is what he gave me 3 weeks into my BMT days,
and this has been what that drives me on ever since.
a big thank you to you, Lt.Siow, Sgt.Faizal and my ever present BITCH!
as much as i hate to say,
POP LOH!
